A Quick Update

Obviously my previous promise to blog more often did not work out...since that was in what, September? And it's now a week and a half until Christmas! I guess you could say things got pretty crazy after that!

Richard went...berserk. Even after giving me the okay to date. Not that I needed his permission, but I felt as a respectful friend I should really talk to him about it first. So, I did, he okayed it, and in the end, he was miserable. Told me he was still in love with me and wanted nothing more than to get me back. And apparently he had told this to everyone but me. That made things rather difficult on my part, because I had fought so long and so hard to get him back...only to be turned down repeatedly. Finally, I decided to date Tyler. Finally...I realized it was never going to happen, and then I find out I was wrong?

Well of course I had two choices from there: go with what I know (and what I know can hurt me) or go with something new and, to my knowledge, something that is capable of honesty. So I went with the latter: Tyler.

Obviously my friendship with Richard got extremely rocky after that.

But let's jump ahead, shall we?

Richard kicked me out. He gave me a bullshit money excuse, but I know that's not it. After trying to find a million different options, I'm now living with Tyler. I was terrified to make this leap - terrified it was the wrong choice, that it wouldn't go well straight off the bat. But I was wrong. This is the least stressed I've ever been during a move and things are going amazingly. I'm truly in love with this man and I really see a future here!

I was also worried about how things would go here with Aden, but you know what? The first weekend was perfect. Tyler has really stepped up and is completely comfortable with Aden. It's taken a lot of effort on his part to get there, but I know it won't always. Aden is comfortable with him now too, which thrills me to no end!

I'm seeing Prince with Tyler tonight, which, if you know me at all, you know that's my lifelong dream! And I don't even have to leave the city to do it!! I cannot wait! Two more hours and I'll be seeing the Purple One live in all his glory!

More later, it's dinner time!

:)